I totally love this gif..like, you do not even know how much I love it, I love it so much.
Letting go……..
I am tired of crying over you,so instead I’m just gonna get over you.It has been way too long and obviously you just don’t deserve me, you never did!
I was ready to be anyone you wanted me to be,but now I am just so glad that the fait didn’t let you change me,because I wouldn’t be the person I am today - I wouldn’t be me!
God only knows how much I used to want you by my side and now that I finally have the chance to forget you,I am actually scared of what life would be without me being crazy for you .
It hurts…don’t you understand ?Seeing you kills me and every word you say is a knife for my heart.I don’t even wanna say anything about touch,because every single one makes me think about how I will never know what it could have been.
I never knew I was such a good actress before you.Can you believe that my very best friends and even my family never suspected my feelings for you.Not that you care,I mean I was just always invisible in your eyes.And these eyes…I could always see everything you were trough them,I could also stare at them forever because every time I looked , I got lost…or even worse-I drowned.
The funniest thing is that I always taught you were the best possible thing I could have.People say you can never fall out of love with the one you first fell in love with. Well I am about to show them they are wrong,for today I take one more step and even if it takes time I will fall out of love with you.I guess I will always kind of love you,but I won’t be in love with you the way I once was.What I will always remember is how much pain you’ve caused me-so many sleepless nights,all those tears,thoughts,memories…,but you’ll never have a chance to hurt me again.
And just when I thought I’m safe you came back.It’s like you did it on purpose just to be sure that you’d be in my head.Well congratulations and at the same time sorry,because somehow I’ll just get used to having you around,but not near my mind.It was actually really nice not seeing you or hearing from you.It seemed easy to forget you when I didn’t have anything to remind me of you.Now it will be harder,but that’s the only way to completely erase you from my thoughts.I only hope that it will get easier,because right now it’s pretty damn hard!
I now realise that I have already erased you from my mind-I was just too afraid to admit it.It’s kind of sad to fall out of love with someone,who you’ve loved for so long.But it feels like I am finally free to live.
